.

但愿人长久，千里共婵娟

2010-09-14T09:03:00.000-07:00

在回英国的前夕，我的心情很沉重。

转眼间，两个月的时间就这样过去了。

在这两个月里所遇见的人，事，物，都带给我无比的满足。

在英国压抑了一整年，如今回到斗湖，想要做的事情，几乎都已经一一达成了。

今年回来，我感觉我的想法，生活的重心，都有所调整。

家人一年比一年更重要了。

毕竟已经快22岁了，不知道能够陪家人多久，

但是我们彼此都知道，我们很关心彼此，很注重彼此的想法，

真的很希望多孝顺父母，多陪陪姐姐和妹妹。

但是亲情对我而言，无论陪了多久，终究是不足够的，人总是贪心的。

每一次的重逢都预言着再次的离别，而离别总是忧伤的。

三年了，三次的分开，我仍然还是不能够抵挡眼泪决堤。

在这夜深人静的晚上，

我努力地告诉自己，不要把离别看得太重。

不要一直挥舞着双手，想要努力握住些什么，

因为有些东西，它其实一直都在心里。

把手放开，把心情放轻松，

也许我能得到的，会更多。。。

假如

2010-06-01T11:54:00.000-07:00

我对自己的生命有很多假设性的问题，

假如我是一个很会唱歌的人，

假如我是一个很会运动的人，

假如我是一个不怕害羞的人，

假如我会说另外一个语言，

假如我不是华人，

假如我不是马来西亚人，

假如我，不是现在的我，

我会更快乐吗？

假如。。。。。。

有时候

2010-05-29T16:25:00.000-07:00

有时候很想呐喊，

以为把心肺都喊出来了，

自己就会想通，

事情就会变得不一样。

有时候很想幻想，

想象我可以变得很渺小，

这样就不会有人在乎我做了些什么，

或没有做些什么。

My Infinite Whining Site

2010-01-19T08:07:00.000-08:00

Yes, the only reason that I am here is because I wanna grumble and there's no other places better than my own blog to do this.

As Uk stidents should know, life has been tough, I mean literally, T O U G H.

It's bad enough to have exam, and it has to be THE exam, u know, the FINAL YEAR exam.

Ok, as if that is not the worst thing ever, I am down with flu,

and I overslept (well, not late to the exam that kinda oversleep but still that causes quite a chao to me, early in the morning, so yea... I overslept).

And then the exam was tough, not that I didnt expect tht coming, but still, it's something worth grumbing about.

Oh yea, n then I got a msg from Lihtyng that one of the gene that I am working on for my final year project is actually the same gene to the other one that I was doing

(for those of you who might wanna know more, I was working on eNOS, iNOS, HSP70 and HSP 72. It turns out that HSP72 belongs to a family of Heat Shock Protein. And guess what, the name of the protein family is HSP70. ) I mean what the heck, after all these time that I've spent on working on the project and doing all the background reading and I didn't even realized that??!! Screw it! or better still, screw ME!

Now I am dreading the moment when I have to meet John and I can already imagine his face: Jin, care to explain how this could happen? *stern but still with a fake smile* ><

Okay, enough with all the self-pitying and whining. I should better get back to revision. I've got Clinical Chem to worry about on Thurs. If only I've got better brain cells to accommodate all the infinite details that I have to memorize. Fingers crossed that God will show some mercy and let me write the 3 essays on Thurs like an author plz!

Till then, annyeong!

One Precious Night Off

2009-11-20T15:49:00.000-08:00

Finally get one night off from all the hassles tassels trying to catch up with deadline and hectic lab work. Had a good sleep from around 5pm till 9pm. (I even skipped the lecture in fact ;)) It was more like a knock out instead, like I just passed out, literally, after getting just 5hrs of sleep everyday, Monday to Thurs.

This whole week seemed so slow yet so fast. Loads of things happened, shitty stuffs mostly. Got turned down by a few institutes for my PhD applications. Was kindda expecting that but still, can't help feeling disappointed. It made me starts to doubt myself if I'm really that 'not good' (hate to say that I'm bad, lol) that no one wants me for a PhD. *sobs* Am actually starting to doubt if PhD is the right cup of tea for me.

N then there was my introduction write-up for my final year report, which I was kindda lost in d middle of no where, n the comments I got for that were mostly bad as well, 'off-track', 'you need to stay focus on your project aim', bla bla bla. It's frustrating, considering all d work that I'd put in. Something that Jialih quoted from Mike (his supervisor) made me pondered a very true fact: 'Shit happens, it happens to everyone, but for some people, they just have more shits, n there's a reason behind.' That's very true yet the same time very depressing. Perhaps I wouldn't encounter all these setbacks if I'd have worked harder in the first place. After all, final year is no funny joke at all. Stress level is up, baby!

Anyway, the only think that sort of brightened up my day a bit would be my turtle neck jacket that I ordered from eBay. It arrived on Thursday all d way from Korea. Claps for that. Was relieved that the size fits well on me and the quality was as expected. Or else, this would turn into another crap on a pile of shit that is already stinky enough for the week.

Anyway, enough with all the whiny moaning. Gonna enjoy this precious one night off and am not gonna do anything except movies on bed. Used to do this all the time last year but only come to appreciate it when I only get to do this once in a very very very blue moon nowadays.

Am hoping to get a better next week. Fingers crossed that my project will go well and someone would take me for a PhD. SOMEONE PLEASEEEEE. *pity face*

Thought of the Day

2009-11-15T07:14:00.000-08:00

Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told on Wednesday to get out of Australia , as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks..

Separately, Rudd angered some Australian Muslims on Wednesday by saying he supported spy agencies monitoring the nation's mosques. Quote:
'IMMIGRANTS, NOT AUSTRALIANS, MUST ADAPT. Take It Or Leave It. I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Bali , we have experienced a surge in patriotism by the majority of Australians. '

'This culture has been developed over two centuries of struggles, trials and victories by millions of men and women who have sought freedom'

'We speak mainly ENGLISH, not Spanish, Lebanese, Arabic, Chinese, Japanese, Russian, or any other language. Therefore, if you wish to become part of our society . Learn the language!'

'Most Australians believe in God. This is not some Christian, right wing, political push, but a fact, because Christian men and women, on Christian principles, founded this nation, and this is clearly documented. It is certainly appropriate to display it on the walls of our schools. If God offends you, then I suggest you consider another part of the world as your new home, because God is part of our culture.'

'We will accept your beliefs, and will not question why. All we ask is that you accept ours, and live in harmony and peaceful enjoyment with us.'

'This is OUR COUNTRY, OUR LAND, and OUR LIFESTYLE, and we will allow you every opportunity to enjoy all this. But once you are done complaining, whining, and griping about Our Flag, Our Pledge, Our Christian beliefs, or Our Way of Life, I highly encourage you take advantage of one other great Australian freedom, 'THE RIGHT TO LEAVE'.'

'If you aren't happy here then LEAVE. We didn't force you to come here. You asked to be here. So accept the country YOU accepted.'

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P/S: Currently exhausted from all the hassles in life. But couldn't resist to post this email that I received. My stand is in between. Things do not have to be this ugly. We don't see problem like this in a daily basis because usually tolerance of two sides would solve the problem. In this case, one party pushed their luck too far that the government decided that they have enough with tolerating people with no gratitude.

Nonetheless, such is social issue that it is debatable. I don't know. To me, peace always comes first, but when defence is necessary, peace should be overridden.

如果我变成回忆

2009-11-09T05:00:00.001-08:00

如果我变成回忆

退出了这场生命

留下你错愕哭泣

我冰冷身体

拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你

人海孤独旅行

我会恨自己

如此狠心

如果我变成回忆

终于没那么幸运

没机会白着头发

蹒跚牵着你

看晚霞落尽

-- Tank <如果我變成回憶>

他走了

2009-11-08T17:52:00.000-08:00

他走了，

是癌症带走了他。

挣扎了九个月，

还是战胜不了。

我在想，

一个人需要九个月才能诞生，

一个癌症，也只需要九个月。

除了感慨还是感慨。

生命之脆弱，

让人想尽力抓住一些什么，

到头来还是没能留住什么。

他的离去，她的不捨。

她一个人离乡背井，

这么多年了，

在当地也就只有他这么一个亲人。

现在他走了，

她会不会不知所措，无所适从？

她是坚强的，

否则当初就不会一个人就这样到了美国。

他是爱她的，

一个外国人不顾一切地爱着一个亚洲人，

爱了十七年，

至死不渝 -- 最贴切不过的形容词。

现在的她，

也就只有她。

空荡荡的大房子里，

回忆像空气散布在每个角落。

睡在有他气味的床褥，

看着一起合照的相片，

冲着一个人的咖啡，

静静的坐在沙发的一角。

在她心里，她知道，

没有了他的日子，

生活一样还是要过。

但是，意义还一样吗？

In loving memory of our dearest Uncle Keith。

Till we meet again in heaven.

~R.I.P.~

忽然之间

2009-11-07T16:41:00.000-08:00

忽然之间
天昏地暗
世界可以忽然什么都没有
我想起了你
再想到自己
我为什么总在非常脆弱的时候
怀念你
我明白太放不开你的爱
太熟悉你的关怀分不开
想你算是安慰还是悲哀
而现在就算时针都停摆
就算生命像尘埃分不开
我们也许反而更相信爱

如果这天地
最终会消失
不想一路走来珍惜的回忆
没有你
我明白太放不开你的爱
太熟悉你的关怀分不开
想你算是安慰还是悲哀
而现在就算时针都停摆
就算生命像尘埃分不开
我们也许反而更相信爱

我明白太放不开你的爱
太熟悉你的关怀分不开
想你算是安慰还是悲哀
而现在就算时针都停摆
就算生命像尘埃分不开
我们也许反而更相信爱

时间静止

2009-11-06T12:37:00.000-08:00

表上的秒针嘀嗒嘀嗒转，

列表里的歌一首一首播，

椅子上的我静静地坐着，

滑鼠上右手快速移动着，

键盘上手指轻盈地跳动，

屏幕上的网页不断更换，

我竟然在认真地做功课。

p/s: humming to GD's Heartbreaker.

BigBang's Latest Release

2009-11-05T12:18:00.000-08:00

Ok, am head over heels in love with Big Bang's latest Japanese song '声をきかせて' (Let Me Hear Your Voice). A different style of Big Bang in a more matured way. N they can sing in Japanese. Another reason why they're great. ;) cuz they are, aye? Daesung's voice is stunning by the way. whoop whoop!

So here you go. 声をきかせて

假装

2009-11-04T17:25:00.000-08:00

我们都太在乎别人怎么想，

所以都习惯武装自己。

我们都太习惯戴上面具，

所以都忘了，

最真的自己，

认识到的人，

才是最真的他。

《情歌》

2009-05-07T14:59:00.000-07:00

最近喜欢听梁静茹的《情歌》，
歌词很动人，旋律也很凄美。
意境很广，因人而异。
我觉得，
有时候不需要刻意去了解歌词，
歌词是因为有听者的回忆而变得有意思。。。

《情歌》
作词:陈没作曲:伍冠谚编曲。陈建骐

时光是琥珀泪一滴滴被反锁
情书再不朽也磨成沙漏
青春的上游白云飞走苍狗与海鸥
闪过的念头潺潺的溜走

命运好幽默让爱的人都沉默
一整个宇宙换一颗红豆
回忆如困兽寂寞太久而渐渐温柔
放开了拳头反而更自由

慢动作缱绻胶卷重播默片定格一瞬间
我们在告别的演唱会说好不再见

你写给我我的第一首歌
你和我十指紧扣默写前奏
可是那然后呢
还好我有我这一首情歌
轻轻的轻轻哼着哭着笑着
我的天长地久

命运好幽默让爱的人都沉默
一整个宇宙换一颗红豆
回忆如困兽寂寞太久而渐渐温柔
放开了拳头反而更自由

长镜头越拉越远越来越远事隔好几年
我们在怀念的演唱会礼貌的吻别

你写给我我的第一首歌
你和我十指紧扣默写前奏
可是那然后呢
还好我有我这一首情歌
轻轻的轻轻哼着哭着笑着
我的天长地久

陪我唱歌清唱你的情歌
舍不得短短副歌心还热着
也该告一段落
还好我有我下一首情歌
生命宛如静静的相拥的河
永远天长地久

死之前

2009-04-28T05:51:00.000-07:00

沒有什麼事,是死前非做不可的。
死之前，有活過，就好了。。。
你的人生，不要别人管！

Second Year First Semester

2009-02-23T05:07:00.001-08:00

My result for 2nd year first sem was released last nite. It's not extraordinary but it's much better than what I anticipated for myself. ;) Am a happy man now. Praise the Lord for He is really faithful. =)

Go Away!

2009-02-20T06:29:00.000-08:00

I know sometimes people are just trying to show their concern,
or at least they're pretending to do so,
but just sometimes, it just gets a lil too much to take.
Imagine having bees buzzing around your head, and i meant beeSSSSS,
That could get pretty annoying, couldn't it?
So why don't you loads, just leave me alone,
and get on with your own life?
My patience is wearing thin and am just that close to start ranting.
Now you won't like that don't you?
So stop interfering my life before it gets ugly.
And I mean it!
Shooooooooooo!

《那些男孩教我的事》

2009-01-06T07:14:00.000-08:00

学校男生宿舍的背后，有一座小山。
四号男生穿着白色恤衫、白运动裤，在绿色的山坡上打着一套缓慢的拳。
我从来没有看过十几岁的男生，做这么缓慢的运动，觉得很稀奇，像在看他梦游一样。

等我回过神来，我发现他已经梦游到我面前来了，吓我一跳。
“喂，要不要跟我一起练拳？我可以教你。”他说。
“……不要吧。”我说：“你打的拳好慢，只有老头子才打这么慢的拳。”
“老头子又怎么样？这个拳就是我爷爷教我的。”他说。
“对呀，你爷爷就是个老头子，不是吗？”
“老头子有什么关系？老头子不是人吗？”他问。
“人老了，会臭。”我说。
“你也会老啊。”他说。
“我不会，我过二十五岁就死了。”我说。
“白痴。”他说完，走开，回去练他的梦游拳去了。..

~~蔡康永《那些男孩教我的事》~~

Came by this article by chance while surfing the net aimlessly.
His articles are actually quite interesting, makes u wonder what is in his mind.

ME~~ Being Evil

2009-01-05T11:01:00.000-08:00

A thought recently dawn on me,
that I'm not exactly a good person,
perhaps not even a decent person at all...
There is a dark side of me,
the altered ego,
that is somehow dominating my life now.
Maybe it's because I'm tired of being hypocritical.
Is it just me? or is everyone born with all these?

Evil thoughts, laziness, selfishness,
stinginess, arrogance, superiority,
gluttonous, greed, wrath,
All the seven deadly sins and perhaps more....

Seriously, I'm not a good person.

Stay away from ME!

MayDay-- ~知足~

2008-12-06T06:32:00.000-08:00

Came across this song from Mayday....It has got a really meaningful lyrics, n the melody is kindda melancholic....
i especially like this --

' 如果你快乐不是为我，会不会放手其实才是拥有'

The Lake House

2008-10-12T16:36:00.000-07:00

I watched this film on a Sunday night. After dinner. When I've got nothing to do.
Always wanted to watch this film, cause I thought the plot is interesting. It was a film on screen sometime around 2006. But instead, I watched it on 2008. 2 years later. And that made a total difference. It was beyond my expectation. My emotion literally soared with the storyline. From sad, to happy, to warm, to touching, to nervous, to worry, to excited.....

And amazing enough, in the movie, Keanu Reeves lives in the realm of 2004, and Sandra Bullock in year 2006. 2 years apart. and even 2 years apart, they composed a romantic, touching and memorable love story.

Never really thought that I am the sort of romantic-story lover. But this is a great movie. Worth watching, even for the second time. Love it, simply.

Sometimes, it takes more than just a feeling to love. It takes effort, and it takes courage and it takes determination. What would you do when you really love a person, that you might have not even met before? Would you wait for that person? Would you wait for him or her for 2 years? Would you?

I Thought

2008-08-25T06:47:00.000-07:00

I thought it matters to me.
At least I thought I should be informed.
But then apparently it doesn't matter to them whether I know it or not.
I thought, I thought, I thought...
It's all in my mind.
When all the chaos came to an end,
Nothing matters to them nor me....

Lee Chong Wei, Our Hero

2008-08-17T07:08:00.000-07:00

Ok, first of all I've gotta say that I'm happy enough and cool enough for a Silver medal for Malaysia. A hip hip hooray for that!!!! Way to go Lee Chong Wei!
Anyway, the final match was a lil surprising but still, I believe he did his best. There're simply too many factors to be considered in such a grand match. He still rox and he'll always be a hero for our country. A tad disappointment but still, I'm a proud Malaysian! ;)
Anyway, something happened just now and I was a lil furious with someone. My apology for that. I stand still for the dignity of my country but I believe things wouldn't have gone that far off if I would have been more patient and forgiving. A lesson for both of us this time. ;)

My 20th Post, for the 20-year-old Me

2008-08-14T01:25:00.000-07:00

I’m approaching 20 in less than 2 months time.

For the ump time in my life,

I tried to sit down and reflect on my life.

And I thought

‘Wow, I’ve accomplished so much, I’ve been through so much’

But then, there are many things that I’ve always wanted to do,

things that I thought I’d do sometime in the future,

things that I just couldn’t find the time to do,

or dare not to step up to.

And the things I’d accomplished,

well, they’re not like I’d put in great deal of efforts for them.

I don’t even know how I managed to get through them,

I just, did.

Sometimes it feels like life has its own way,

it just, happen,

and I’m not part of it.

Not part of my own life, as ironic as it might sound.

I thought I had a great education,

education that will prepare me for what’s awaiting ahead.

As if I know what’s ahead.

I don’t.

I followed the path of others.

I tried so hard to persuade myself

to take the road walked by others.

As for the trail not taken,

unwillingly, it will remain untaken, unexplored and unknown to me,

to the rest of my life.

There’s this one part of my own life

that I choose to ignore, choose to pretend that it never exists,

choose to tell myself that I’ll be fine

as long as it is remained deep inside,

forcefully suppressed and remains as the not-to-be-spoken.

But as I grow older, it’s pulling me backward, it’s drowning me.

I frown, more than I can recall,

not even to my own consciousness.

I choose to stay back, rather than to fight for what I want.

When my reflection stares back at me,

I don’t even see myself anymore.

It’s true what people say about negative energy.

It consumes you.

It injects lethargy, it spreads hopelessness.

For where faith and joy no longer exist,

it calls triumph on itself.

I wanted to move on, for many years I tried to.

Nevertheless, I ended up falling back, every single time.

And today, something just dawn on me.

I realise,

moving on doesn’t always mean leaving something behind.

For perhaps accepting my past

is the only way I can be inspired to carry on,

with what I have, accepting who I am

and hopefully,

when the next thought is being written,

I’ll be a better me,

if not a happier me…

Stifling Days in Tawau

2008-06-20T23:58:00.000-07:00

Yep, it's been some time since my last post, I've been busy, *beaming proud*...haha...with all the eating n drinking and going out...XD....
The only complaint i have is the hot and humid weather in Tawau....
Somehow greenhouse effect and the whole pollution thingy seemed to affect our dear Tawau quite seriously...
In fact, it's almost MUST for me to shower twice a day or else it's a certain that the skin will get all clammy and sticky....yucks....
Anyway, gonna start working soon... ;) not sure if i'm capable of the job though...XD...I'll try my best...;-)

That's all till the next post!!~~
Cheersss!

Emo Theme

2008-06-07T07:40:00.000-07:00

I've just changed the layout of my blog AGAIN...yes...AGAIN...
Clearly and deducible that reason being I'm bored...yesss.....
I thought the whole theme looks kindda emo...haha....
Might do with some smoky eyes and tight jeans plus piercing here n there next time...lolx..
Anyway, I dont reckon this theme will last long though,
cuz it's really not my style...haha...plus the words up there...
My mom won't be too happy about tht...lolx...
Till next blog.....~~

BORINGGGGGGG

2008-06-05T16:28:00.000-07:00

I'm bored, seriously, bored.....TO DEATH!!!!!
Currently singing along with the lyrics of TTplayer, how pathetic is tht....><
Can't wait to go back, but wht's awaiting for me in Tawau?
More boredom?
What am I suppose to do?!!

George Sampson

2008-06-01T06:15:00.000-07:00

Never really is a huge fan of Britain's Got Talent but this little boy that I first saw with a friend and then again in another friend's blog captured my attention. George Sampson, often seen performing in the Market Street of Manchester was the latest winner of the show. It wasn't his first time auditioning for the show but he didn't make it to the semi-final cut last year. He was just 13 last year and he said he wanna help to ease a bit of his family burden. I can't imagine myself even having the thought of helping out my family. And his spirit of not giving up impresses me a lot. He said in this year's audition, 'I keep on practicing and I just got bigger and better.' I'm just glad that he won. Cuz I thought he definitely deserves the honor. Many more promises in the future. Way to go, George!

Here is the clip of him in his semi-final performance, dancing to the jazz of 'Dancing in the Rain'

Goodbye First Year

2008-05-28T05:59:00.000-07:00

First of all, congratz to all of us who had finished our exam, and I think we all deserve a hip hip hooray for enduring our first year in UK, (I hope the word 'endure' is not too exaggerating ; ) )
I was over the moon when I walked out of the exam hall this morning, finally felt that the load at my back was gone, and for the very first time in these few months, Hull actually looked lovely and fresh to me. My oh my, look how exam had taken a toll on me...lolx....Anyway, it's finally over now. Oyin was shouting and yelling the moment we got out from the hall, I was that close to joining her crazy act but I did refrain myself, well decided to be a tad low profile, after all, it's my first year.
But then, when I got back, I didn't really know wht to do. Everyone is working tonite, no one's gonna celebrate with me. Ah well, After all, I'm the last one to finish exam in Hull. I wud look stupid still being all excited and happy among a bunch of people whom their excitement had worn off days ago. Hrm, anyway, I guess my laptop will share my happiness. laptop is all I'm left with now. *sobs*

Pity me please?

Stef Sun in SK Jewelery Ad

2008-05-24T19:20:00.000-07:00

Came across this ad in youtube, a Stefanie Sun's jewelery advertisement in Singapore that I'd seen many years ago. She still looks gorgeous and untainted as she always is, and this is kindda from the bottom of my heart. :)

Lesson of the Day, by Ms. VPang

2008-05-20T07:56:00.000-07:00

:$ | a m o s says (15:41):
planning to spend me?
wakaka
vivien says (15:41):
amos... u see... is not spend, is treat!!!
vivien says (15:42):
u've used the wrong

I'm soooooo sorry Ms. Vivien, my bad! Should hv learnt English harder when I was young.... ><

We are Happy Family

2008-05-19T09:19:00.001-07:00

Was talking to Zaza just now, well, to be precise, was blaming and complaining her over A RECENT INCIDENT, so eventually I asked her to spend me icecream when I get back to Tawau as her gesture of apology to me *evil beaming*. But her reply in MSN left me speechless....=.=''

Amos: 'I don't care, u gotta spend me....'
Eliza: 'I spend u, u spend me, we are happy family.....'

Duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............*fainted*

Mr. Amos Introducing Album of the Month

2008-05-19T08:29:00.000-07:00

I recently fell in love with this new Taiwan artist, of the name Amber Guo (郭采洁). First impression upon this girl didn't surprise me mainly because she has the typical cute look of most Taiwanese singers which somehow suggests a rather cliche expression of : Hi, I'm pretty outside but I can't sing. (I know it's my bad, Im being superficial, can't help it..sorry!) But once I listened to her songs, I was totally blown away by her voice, strong but soft simultaneously, a tad of rocker's style and that slight resemblance to Angela Zhang's vocal honestly attract me. So, yea, haha I know I sounds like I know alot about singing, but I'm just bluffing. But anyway, this is a really not-so-bad album/singer. U guys can give it a try!

The Mickey Player

2008-05-16T06:58:00.001-07:00

Alrite people, especially girls, stay calm cuz what I'm gonna introduce to u is something i thought is super cute, though not really that practical I think compare to iPod (they can be used as accesories for girls though!)but well, who know....Anyway, it's called the MPlayer or Mickey Player, production of Disney. The thing about Disney is that their things are always cute and they manage to project a very high quality and brandy impression to consumers, (or just me??!!) I think it's all about the metallic material that they use on the surface of their product. Alrite alrite, I know u guys are thinking: 'cut all the crap and show some pictures, dude!'

So here it goes, ladies and gentlemen, introducing the Mickey Player!

So, which colour do u guys like??? I personally like the black one, and if u go google for it, there a limited edition of Mplayer in gold colour, but nah, gold is not my colour...lolx

Earthquake in China

2008-05-15T13:08:00.000-07:00

I thought this was kindda sad. It's about the 7.8 ritcher scale earthquake in China, somewhere in SzeChuan. That guy's really a good mayor, it's comforting somehow to know that there are people who actually cared and took action about the disaster. My heart went out for them. God bless them. ;-(

Accents Are Amazing!

2008-05-11T04:44:00.001-07:00

Alrite, I'm not trying to offend anyone, just thought this might be fun to watch. Enjoy ur day with various english accents!!! Who knows u might need em' when u travel around the world!! Lolx
This guy is superb by the way!

Standard English

Cockney English

Redneck American English

Indian English

Australian English

Standard American English

Well, after listening to all this different accents, which one u like the best? I thought Indian English roxxx!!! XD

P/S: After posting this blog, I just gotta go listen to Cockney Girl by Leehom!

Banned XBox Commercial

2008-05-10T12:32:00.000-07:00

Today saw a super funny XBox Commercial in Youtube (I know, it all about youtube these days)
It was seriously hilarious and I almost fell off my chair laughing! I means SERIOUSLY...XD
Oh gosh, u guys really hafta watch this u know! It simply brightens your dull life!! lolx

American Idols Give Back Show

2008-05-07T06:47:00.000-07:00

Recently came across this video in youtube when I was 'youtubing' as I call it...lol
Never thought that this song can appear in American Idol but it did!!!
It's rather grand and overwhelming I wud say...;)
The name of this song, for those never come across it, is

'Shout to The Lord'

Acute Pre-Examinatory Complication (APEC)

2008-05-06T12:04:00.000-07:00

Guys, it's officially entering into the final phase of exam,
And I'm soooooooo......
...
...
...
...
... Not ready for it!!
I'm having APEC!!
Syndromes including:

stress,
uncontrollable sense of guilt,
feeling that one day should have 72 hrs (or more!!),
getting mild Alzheimer sign,
easily paranoid,
and many other terrible feelings!!

Oh God! Have mercy on me!!!!
Gonna go to library later and hopefully can force myself to study more tonite!
Gonna come home no time earlier than 2am!!!
*determination*
Let work hard for the better future!!!
Ahem ahem....lolx

P/S: I don't even know wht I'm blogging now!! ARGHHHHHHHH

My Friday Dinner

2008-05-02T14:31:00.000-07:00

Alrite alrite, I know I sound so incredulous but I just cant help treating myself to a sumptuous meal whenever it's dinner time. So here's my latest dinner on a friday night. Chicken and pork chop with corn and carrot dressing. 100% prepared by myself!! Wht can I say... Enjoy!

P/S: Pardon me Bonnie and Cadee ... >.<

Counter-Stress

2008-05-02T11:37:00.000-07:00

It's all about exams these days....
Been trying so hard to do revision day in day out...
but most of the time, I ended up stranding myself in powerapple...>.<
Somehow the notes that I tried so hard to force them into my mind seems to be gone no where to be found.
Starting to get annoyed and sick of this situation. ARGHHH!!
Anyway, I found a really good and traditional way of de-stressing myself, (if only u even call that stress)
which is...
...
...
...
...
FOOD!
I knwo I'm suppose to be getting off some weight but sometimes, a lil' bit of indulgence is not a bad thing as well....;p
Right Boni?

P/S: Found this snobbish picture while googling...lolx

I call this a banana trying to be posh....XD

Next Top Chef ---ME

2008-04-30T19:21:00.000-07:00

Today, I made my first ever roast pork ribs,ahem ahem...*proud*
Well, I gotta say, it's all about creativity,
First, it's a bit of oyster sauce, and then a bit of hoi sin sauce, n then there are pepper and chilli powder and a lil' bit of soya sauce. The golden ingredient for seasoning my pork ribs!! *beaming*
You can jot down some notes if u want!
And then after marinating them for like 3 to 4 hrs, the ribs are all ready for the next step!
Then I put them into the oven and I sort of lost track of how long I place them in, but you know, it's all about constant checking to see whether it's turning to that dark brownish color and you know you're near success when u start to smell the aroma of roast pork! lol...(I'm talking like a pro chef on tv show now..!)
And while you are waiting for the whole process, you can start making the sauce for it.
Again, to cook the sauce, we need hoi sin sauce, and then a bit of soya sauce and oyster sauce and tomato sauce. (Well, I personally like tomato sauce, u can skip that if u want) Not forgetting some water. Simmer the whole thing until it turns into thick gravy form and you're all ready to have a delicious dinner!!

My Night With Cloverfield

2008-04-29T12:48:00.000-07:00

Well, there's nothing better than starting a fresh new blog with something that I did for today.
Basically, I cooked myself a generous serving of mesh potato to go with my stew beef & carrot.
And I thought: what is better than enjoying a good dinner with a good movie?
So I search through my external hard drive and found this Cloverfield movie that I got from Mr. Nixon.
I always wanna watch this movie but I just didn't have the time for it.
And after completing one long and miserable chapter of Renal System for Human Physiology, I thought this would be a good reward for myself.
So I started the movie and sat in front of my desk enjoying my fabulous night all to myself.
And so I guess some of you know this film, Cloverfield. The whole filming technique is like someone recording an incident using a camcorder and it's all shaky and confusing and chaotic and bumpy and noisy and guess what?
All these stuffs contribute to the ultimate ingredient of causing dizziness and nausea to me! GREAAAT...=.='
So by the time the film was halfway thru, I was like having this sea sick or car sick that I had to lie on my bed to finish the whole thing. And the movie is so full of suspense that curiosity just wouldn't allow me to stop halfway!
Don't get me wrong, the plot was nice, it's a blockbuster movie but it's just not a good movie to watch during or after u had your meal. TRUST ME!!><
I ended up feeling like vomitting but couldn't get em' out, and my whole night was ruined....=.='

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Oh ya, by the way, 'someone' sent me a fabulous picture. I don't know about you guys but I personally discovered great talent in this fella. Don't you just think that this painting has certain level of resemblance to Picasso's style and Van Gogh's attitude? The use of multiple colour and creativity is just amazing!!XD

Take a wild guess who I'm talking about!